Growing up unloved: the enduring consequence of childhood emotional neglect on the qualia of memory and imagination

Abstract

ABSTRACTChildhood Adversity (CA) is one of the strongest factors associated with the onset of Major Depressive Disorder (MDD), and both CA and MDD have been linked to altered hippocampal structure/function. The current study aimed to explore the relationships between retrospectively reported childhood emotional neglect (CEN), current wellbeing and depressive symptoms, and a range of hippocampal-dependent cognitive functions i.e., anterograde learning and memory, episodic memory recollection, and imagination (episodic future thinking and scene construction). In two-wave recruitment periods at undergraduate intake 2014-15 (Cohort 1) and 2016-17 (Cohort 2), a combined cohort of n=1485 university students completed online surveys, with n=64 further participating in experimental testing session. As anticipated, higher CEN ratings consistently correlated with poorer current wellbeing and higher depressive symptoms. However, whilst the anticipated relationships between CEN, current wellbeing, and subjectively reported estimates of hippocampal-dependent cognitions were observed in the data reported in the online survey, an unexpectedly circumscribed pattern was observed on formal in-person examination of these cognitive functions. More specifically, higher CEN related to less vivid and less detailed imagined future/scene constructions and with an attenuated sense of presence and emotional valence during these simulations. A similar pattern was not evidence when participants simulated experienced past events (i.e. episodic memories). Current depression scores did not consistently correlate with vividness, detail, or emotional valence. In addition, and contrary to expectation, no relationship between CEN, depressive symptoms, and the spatial coherence of imagined or recollected events was seen. Moreover, neither CEN nor depressive symptoms correlated with many key measures of anterograde memory. Hence, we observed a highly specific constellation of impairment related to CEN when explored on a simulation per simulation basis, that was not obviously linked to altered hippocampal function, indicating that the relationship between CEN, hippocampal function, and subsequent psychopathology may not readily explained by either spatial or mnemonic hippocampal- related deficits. We consider whether the observed experiential differences in the qualia of imagined simulations may represent an important therapeutic target to decrease a CEN-driven latent vulnerability to MDD.